Thursday, December 10, 2009

Be Magnified

Dear Ones:

Bear with me this morning I have so much to get out. Starting with I am sick to death of fear. I am studying about faith and often times I think I am getting it but then a test comes and I am painfully shown that once again I have responded with fear. What I "really believe" surfaces.
Why is God so small in my eyes? I don't know but I am sick of it. I want him to BE MAGNIFIED!

God recently has told my husband and I to do something. I have wrestled with it because of fear. Circumstantially it makes no sense and I wonder how on earth will it work??? I have my reasons for not sharing what it is at this time but I will when the time is right.

Then in the past couple of days some more circumstances have enhanced my fears. Tuesday my husband was in a car accident that could have been really bad. Thankfully it wasn't. Then Last night I got a call from him that he was in another accident just 24 hours later. This one not as serious but fear gripped both of us as to what this will mean about his job. We still do not know at this point. We both responded with fear and our poor kids felt the brunt of it last night. We both asked forgiveness from them last night but I woke up this morning mostly regretful that fear comes so naturally. I am sick of my natural response. I don't know how long it is going to take the Father to work in me but I am asking him to be magnified. For His perfect love to cast out all fear. So I can walk by FAITH and NOT BY SIGHT for Pete's sake. I want to know God's word and I want to BELIEVE GOD more than anything else!!!!!

Forgive me as I say this but the devil is full of CRAP and I am sick of taking it! I ask that you pray for me dear ones, I feel like the Father has His work cut out for Him as far as I am concerned. Good thing He is BIG right?

I have made You too small in my eyes
Oh Lord, forgive me
And I have believed in a lie
That You were unable to help me.
But now, Oh Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show Yourself strong
And in my eyes and with my song
Oh Lord, be magnified

Be magnified, Oh Lord
You are highly exalted
And there is nothing You can't do
Oh Lord, my eyes are on You
Be magnified,
Oh Lord, be magnified

I have leaned on the wisdom of men
Oh Lord, (Please)forgive me
And I have responded to them
Instead of Your light and Your mercy
But now, Oh Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show yourself strong
And in my eyes and with my song
Oh Lord be magnified

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