Hello Dear Ones:
I had another dream about My little girl last night. I dreamt that she was brought to me and as soon as I saw her I burst in to tears. It was just like when I gave birth, as soon as I saw my boys I exploded with emotion. I woke up a bit disgruntled. I thought Lord it has been almost a year and we are not even closer to her.
Some things that brought me comfort:
- Well a good 2 hour cry helped, coupled with my husbands sympathetic ear.
- Visiting my friend Chris blog, he posted some family pics he took of us and included Mercy in his post...for some reason this just melted my heart and every time I thought about it I could not stop crying. I am sure that makes me sound like a freak but it blessed me more than I am sure he realized.
- Visiting another blog with a happy post about their adoption journey. I thought one day I WILL make a post like that...and I can not wait!!!